The slow movement

Today at Headway East London I joined a six-week introductory programme in Tai Chi, run by physio Nora with assistance from Anne. I had some limited prior experience of Tai Chi and had found some of the very slow, low resistance movements, as opposed to the high energy combat stuff, useful in everyday life. The basic moves are relaxing and offer an opportunity to focus and think about nothing in particular. 

We practised some centering and balancing positions before moving on to that thing they do with the imaginary ball, which I had never previously been able to get the hang of. I am not quite sure I got it this time, either. Maybe I was allowing my "monkey mind", or whatever it is called, to boss my head around too much. But I did manage eventually  to get some sort of meaningful movement to work for me by rotating my hands, so that rather than holding the imaginary ball with both hands parallel and facing one another, I held  it in a position in a way that looked like a polite handclap poised and waiting for the moment of contact. That is about the best description I can come up with, I'm afraid.

The other tip I have taken and exploited from Lesson 1 is the balance and centring movement in which you stand, feet hip-width apart, and very slowly and almost imperceptibly shift your weight from one leg to the other, attempting all the time to 'root' your feet in the ground. This movement is very relaxing and almost hypnotic/narcotic in how it forces you to surrender control of your body. It progresses to a tiny lift of the feet on to your toes with each movement. This offers up the kind of dancing motion I have been searching for and is one movement I will be using a lot. It has also helped in developing a method of walking (without stick) in a gentle sway, which I hope will come to relieve some of the pressure my current robotic style of walking inevitably places on my hips and knees. 

Things for me to work on are deep breathing (in and out through nostrils) all the way down to the abdominal core. I can do this in isolation and feel the benefits, but doing it while in movement is, for me, a different matter. I shall keep going with that and report back. 

As Nora told us early on in the session, you are a beginner in Tai Chi for at least 10 years. 

I'm in no hurry.